im real sorry guys i gotta leave the team
,i hate being a quitter!,
my head is a mess and my life is a mess,ive always put this mod before anything in the real world and i cant let responsabilities in the real world slide out of control any further.
my life for the last 4 years has revolved around the battlefield series,half of that time being focused on bf2aus,what a kickass mod!,what a kickass talented team!,weve been lazy a times but ya get that,its shame the engine wouldnt let us do so many cool things we had planned.
i hope you guys can understand my decision.
my anxiety and depression has got way out of control again and im lost at how to deal with it ,again!.
if any of you guys ever face anxiety and depression dont turn to drugs and booze cuz it only makes it worse,please do the right thing and get help asap and dont be afraid to talk about it to people close to you.
where ever the mod goes from here i hope our loyal fans keep supporting the mod,be bloody proud of it,cuz its aussie....oi!
im sorry for getting everyone exited about the aussie maps we had planned,i hope the other guys continue with it.
ya never know i might be back some day to finish what i started,well what arkanis started...lol..the mod that is..lol
farewell guys and gals,thanx for your support and mateship
and hopefully the rest of the devs want to move australian forces to another engine,ill be back in the team for that,but not just yet.
tty on msn in a few days time arkanis,bro estipol,vando andair elijah,i need a beer now...