although i sent you a pm, and i originally wasn't going to share this kinda stuff here, but since we're seeing more and more members around theseparts with depression and whatnot... I feel it should be shared and get rid of the stigma of it all, you're not alone. there is help.
I suffer depression, quite badly, i've hidden it pretty well until recently, and yet still hide it from my family and friends, i suffer really bad social phobia, anxiety and anger issues. I get so anxious at times during class where i;ll just burst into tears and walk out. My teacher and best friend are the only 2 there that know whats up. I FINALLY went to my doctor about it the other night, and he's put me on a Mental Health Plan. That basically means you get 12 sessions a calendar year for FREE with a psych of your choice, meds and whatever else. He strongly thinks the meds will help me IMMENSELY and although it's not a requirement to see the psych (he thinks we can deal with it just with him), I am choosing to because I know it will help more. I put it off for way too long and now that the ball is finally rolling, i do kinda feel a bit better knowing somethings now being done.
That being said...
Paint.net is a brilliant program. I only wish I got it earlier.
your face, needs moar face.